The Final Note: Reflections on a Life in Opera

The Art of Goodbye: A Personal Journey

After more than 40 years dedicated to the operatic stage, I find myself at a pivotal crossing: my final bow as Maria in Porgy and Bess at the Metropolitan Opera on January 24, 2026, marks the end of an extraordinary era. Yet, this moment is not just mine; it echoes the experiences of the millions who retreat from their life's work, often leaving behind not just a job but a profound identity.

More than a Career

Retirement has often been framed as a binary choice—work or no work, presence or absence. It's a cliff one jumps off, suddenly expected to surrender the very essence of our purpose. Yet, for an opera singer, the transition is laden with unique complexities. It's not simply stepping away from a profession; it's a symbolic severance of a bond built through passion and sacrifice.

“For every applause I've received, there have been sacrifices—of health, time, and sometimes, my own self-identity.”

The Weight of a Career

As I step away from the spotlight, I recognize the challenges that lie ahead. The opera world demands immense dedication—years of rigorous training in vocal technique, musicianship, and various performance arts. Each performance tests not only our craft but the depths of our resilience. It has never been easy; our artistry often dances on the precipice of subjective judgment.

Throughout my career, I have faced personal and physical trials. Recovering from cluster headaches, navigating a vocal cord hemorrhage, and managing the emotional toll of consistent travel has shaped my understanding of the fragility and strength required of any artist. It's a world where triumph can be swiftly eclipsed by failure, an arena where respect, empathy, and, at times, mere survival are essential.

Reflections on Identity

My identity as a Black woman in opera has been an additional layer of complexity. Confronted with skepticism over my place in this historically elitist genre, I often felt the weight of being perceived as an outsider. The expectation to conform to a pre-defined mold challenged my existence in spaces that were never designed for me. Yet, I have learned to turn adversity into fuel—a lesson imparted by my upbringing in southwest Washington.

Embracing Change

Why retire now? After an illustrious career appearing in the world's most celebrated venues, I feel a pressing need to pave the way for emerging talent. My struggles with elasticity and recovery from engagements have prompted this decision, compounded by health challenges that come with age. It is also a chance to pay homage to my journey; ending with Porgy and Bess connects me back to the roots of my profession. This opera is not just a performance; it embodies the legacy of African American artists who fought tirelessly in this world.

Graditude and Moving Forward

I leave this chapter rich with memories, friendships, and a profound love for the craft. My next venture will focus on the Denyce Graves Foundation, advocating for social justice and guiding the next generation of singers, especially from historically Black institutions. I approach this new phase with gratitude, knowing I carry the lessons of humility, professionalism, and resilience.

A Message to My Peers

If you find yourself at a crossroads, unsure of how to transition, remember this: define your own 'next chapter.' Retirement should not mean obsolescence; it can lead to discovery and reinvention. In the grand ensemble of life, we all play our parts until the final fade-out.